Drum Roll Plzzzz!

OK, so I had my appointment with my bone marrow doctor this week Wednesday as I mentioned in my previous blog where I asked for all your prayers. I want to thank every single person who prayed for me. God has answered our prayers and my transplant is a go!!! I know that it is because of God & your prayers that everything is now clear and there are no problems with the hospital or my insurance.

Upon arriving at the Dr.'s office I had to draw some blood before meeting with her (typical prior to the office visits). What was different this time was that the blood being drawn was an enormous amount. As you can see below, they drew 21 vials of blood. As soon as I saw all those vials my mind immediately starting turning, thinking the only reason she would have this amount of blood work drawn from me is if she was updating my tests for the transplant.

*In a prior visit My Dr. did tell me that until the insurance details were worked out many of the tests that I had done for the prior transplant date of December 10th would need to be done over when it gets closer to my new transplant date.

As quickly as those thoughts came into my head it left because I once again made the decision to leave everything at God's feet. I kept having to surrender things the whole morning because I wanted my heart & spirit to be in the right place.

After giving a boat-load of blood I checked in and waited for the Dr. in the examination room. As soon as she walked in she grabs something that I didn't recognize until later and tells me we are going to set a date. As soon as she spoke those words I realized that what she had grabbed was a calendar & without even realizing my actions, I jumped off the exam table & gave her a hug getting a bit emotional.


So, WOW, Yes this is really happening. God has granted me this rare & exciting opportunity. The Dr. broke down my schedule as follows: I will be admitted into the hospital in the week of the 18th (either the 21st or 22nd of April). Upon admission I will begin my radiation & chemotherapy for a period of 4days. The 5th day will be my day of rest from the radiation/chemotherapy.
On the 6th day more chemo./rad. followed by two days of rest and three final days of chemo. & radiation. Finally, after all of that, on May 4th the bone marrow/stem cells will be transplanted into me. In order to monitor me, I will remain in the hospital for an additional 4-6wks. After breaking down the schedule & halfway out the door Dr. Filicko turned back to give me a big hug--sharing in the joy & excitement of moving forward. I'm on a journey and will have to take a back seat to whatever may come my way (good/bad/indifferent, the lesson being learned is patience, humility, & surrender). I rejoice from hearing this news and would like to ask for your continued prayers since the more intensive part has yet to begin.

Please Pray for Me!

I have an appointment Wednesday with my bone marrow doctor and I just want to ask everyone to please pray that she will tell me that everything has been cleared with my insurance and that we can move forward with doing the transplant. I also have documentation from my insurance stating their approval for payment of my getting a transplant. So please, also pray that the documentation that I provide will put everything over the top and make things go by smoothly.

I look forward to finding out what God's plan is for this whole process. Please add to your prayers that God uses this transplant to cure me of my disease, which is the point of this whole process. Thank You Very Much!


Until then--the transplant~>To Be Continued...

in Transit

It seemed that before turning 2011 that I'd be recuperating from my transplant but something went wrong. Just less than two weeks before my transplant my bone marrow doctor sits me down and tells me it can't happen due to discrepancies with my insurance. The thing is that I've learned since then that my insurance hasn't denied me coverage or refused to allow me to do the transplant. In fact, I appreciate so much how they have tried to convince the hospital and my doctor that I am totally covered.

This has been one of the hardest things I've had to go through in my life. Since chosen to do the transplant I was told not to get hospitalized much since it would prevent me from doing the transplant. Why? Because it would show that I'm too sick to do the transplant. Which is weird since it is because I'm so sick I need to do the transplant. I have done everything humanely and beyond--possible to stay out of the hospital that I even wonder how I've been able to endure all the pain at home. The delay with the transplant with no apparent date in sight to be transplanted I've not succeeded recently in staying out of the hospital. I feel like I've jump over hurdles to get approved for the transplant and now I'm being left to rot.

I've been consumed by this whole process and I had to stop myself because it was seriously becoming too much. I felt like I was running around with my head cut of trying to prove to the hospital that I wasn't denied at all. I'm emailing, calling, visiting, and it became an everyday thing to where I realized that I was trying to make this transplant happen. It's as though I finally woke up and realized that I didn't end up coming to Philly and finding these team of doctors on my own who then suggest the transplant giving me a lifetime of an opportunity. All this happened because God is looking out for me and has found a way to help me get close to living a normal life. Once I brought the focus back to God I just kind of let everything go. There is no way and absolutely nothing that I can do to make any of this happen. If it happens its because God deems it right for me.

I let the insurance company do what they do and the same with the hospital. That's really all I can and want to do. I can't wait to learn what my fate is though. I do have faith that if this transplant doesn't happen God will provide me another way to deal or live with the amount of pain I go through. God willing this transplant will happen and God willing I will be cured.

I do feel that it'll all come to a close soon so I ask for your prayers. Thank You.

The Thought Does Count

Seeing someone with an illness like Sickle Cell Anemia can be understandably intimidating to most. It's hard to know what to do or what to say. You want to help but it's hard to know how to which leaves you doing nothing which is not likely your intention but it is where you end up.
I just want to really Thank everyone that has pushed past the intimidation and the apparent fears and have really shown care and concern consistently and wholeheartedly. You know being sick as severely as I am for some random reason leaves me in one of two places at all times. I'm either in my room bedridden or in a hospital room strapped to IV's, heart monitor's, 24/7 pain medication pumped into me, and tests, more pain medications given round the clock by the nurses, specialists consulting you, doctors confused and searching for something, anything that can provide some kind of solution. With this barrage of things going on and more can you imagine the encouragement that comes from someone coming to visit you in the hospital in-spite of any fears of seeing you hooked up to any and everything in the room. Even just writting a note on my Facebook wall with thoughts of concern and love have left me feeling touched and thought of. I have an unbelievable example of someone who has not only been patient, caring, and thoughtful but has gone the extra mile again and again. This is someone that I've only just meet under a year but she has really been the support and friend that encourages me as I suffer through my pain. This person always calls just to say hi and when my phone died and she didn't hear from me she drove to my father's house and wrote a beautiful and touching note of her just saying she's thinking of me and hopes that I'm well--to not feel alone because I'm not.
Just stop and think. How inspiring is her heart? Thinking of how sick I am and unable to really do any of the normal things friends do whether it's going to the movies, or going out to dinner it seems I can no longer do but she doesn't resent or move on to another person who can really give to her what a normal friend could. Many times she'll call and I can't even call her back because of how much pain I'm in and how bedridden I am. Despite not being able to call her she doesn't resent or get upset or even understandably selfish but instead she just says that she understands and tries to do something so that we can hang out and encourage me. Many times she'll call just to pray. Her encouragement and unselfish heart truly touched me and I thought her heart was something to really Highlight for people to see and learn from because I know I am truly learning from this sister what it truly means to love and befriend as Jesus calls us to love and befriend one another. This sister's heart and example is what needs to be celebrated. Thank You for you Friendship and Heart Michelle. I hope that even in my illness and inability to give to you as I'd like that I can be a great friend to you as you've been to me. I thank you.



Love,

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